tm transcendental meditation technique

waves reflect mental state. the calmer the waves the more peaceful, not a reflection of spiritual resonance. mantras are an aid but what is behind the mantra intent/want of manefestation propably is more important. was initiated into t m at an age of 15 years of age. mantra given was a note of when i joined not a god or goddess or even a chakra mantra! hope that all goes weell with your personal development. luv and light. fabya

trip drug like spiritual self memo initially

dross to fade
en lighter ning
eye of God energy that surrounds
faith/belief hope and love
like solar not lunar
bliss luv and soft
deep roots
impartial to spiritualy `see`
energy of finer quality surrounds
empty/eject mental clutter
brain can rewire create any state
pull out of lower state
to higher resonance
plug into spiritual mains
draw up or down energy
let soul glow radiate
in beautiful metaphysical surroundings

mental illness predisposition?

no one really knows if they have a predisposition to being mentally unwell until usually too late after taking drugs. i had a full life before i experimented with them (es and to a lesser degree lsd) i still feel like i have `the gift` 15 years after taking them, long term anxiety is worrying about things too much and dark presences its been a nightmare but medication mekes it bearable am able to cope with life now, thank goodness for my beloveds sticking with me! its also depression from thinking about the whole stigma thing. the drugs dont really work as the song goes in the long run, if this blog helps anyone in anyway im happy to be so open about it. blessings, luv and light. fabya